Had the weekend off and had lots of plans to do things in preparation for not being able to do things. Didn't do any of the things I thought I'd do. Not one. Did have a bizarre dream (which is relatively frequent) and for a moment after I woke up was a bit concerned. Somehow (in the dream) I realized that the surgery was now scheduled right smack in the middle of a WDW vacation I had already scheduled and had to decide what was more urgent and/or important - going to WDW or having surgery. In the course of the dream I had to contact zillions of people and companies to change all sorts of things like rides to the airport, rides to the hospital... and it went on and on. I was apparently going with "M" who had just had some sort of surgery (in the dream my mom and I were discussing how she ("M") had her pelvis removed and stopped working but her parents were ok with that and now going to WDW would be good for her) It was totally garbled but I did wake up wondering if I'd had a pending vacation that I'd forgotten about. Yeah. No.
I've got a lot of things I really need to do in the next 2 weeks - just to make sure I can come home as quickly as possible. I figure staying a week at Mom and Dad's will be alright. I will convince myself that I need to have people in case I need to have people. (I'm not very convincing).
June 7 will be my last day at work - so it's getting very much closer. I wonder if I'll feel warmer after this is done? I don't think I'm concerned or worried, but I guess I'll figure that out the closer it gets. Now my biggest concern is going for blood work this week.. or should I wait till next week? I'm also trying to jump ahead on all my bills/utilities so I don't have to worry about falling behind while out of work.
Thats all for now.
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